Saturday, March 18, 2006
this is to me dedicated by darren lim (:
Don’t you ever wish you were someone elseYou were meant to be the way you are exactlyDon’t you ever said you don’t like the way you areWhen you learn to love yourself, you’re better off by farAnd I hope you always stay the same. Cause there’s nothing ‘bout you I would changeI think that you could be whatever you wanted to beIf you could realize all the dreams you have insideDon’t be afraid if you got something to say. Just open up your heartAnd let it show you the wayBelieve in yourself. Reach down insideThe love you found would set you freeBelieve in yourself. You will come aliveHave faith in what you do. You’ll make it throughyea and i belieeve sooo! (: i am myself and i dun change for anyone but myself . haha
tml last day in taka lerhhx. (: aww i will missh you guys derhs. huggs huggs.
haha esp us and the cashier guys! we had fun!
mixueLOVESyou Saturday, March 18, 2006
Friday, March 17, 2006
sometimes the person u care the most, the person with the most memories with u
,the person whose words that u will just keep in mind whether he meant it or not, ,the person who will touched ur life
are the same person.
everytime i close my eyes,
my tears dropped as memories flow.
everyone between us come and go
but we still remain so close, but the distant between stretch further each time.
when i didnt say i need you doesnt mean i dun need you
when i didnt say i love you does mean i dun love u anymore
when i ask you doubting questions doesnt mean i dun trust u its just to make clear.
we are just like best friends, like brother and sister. i told you before, it doesnt matter where i go, what i have to do for this to happen, what it takes as long as i can see ur smile, knowing u are better off , know ur back is not so pain, knowing you are having so much fun and i will be contented. do not be touched with what i said, cos i meant them from the bottom of my heart and not meant to touched ur heart. i may not have a forver but i have the moment / the time being. my expectations is not high, its because im here to be here for you cos i concern abt u. when u need me just call one time "MIXUE" and i will come. since when i abandon u behind? i never and i wont. a good nite i tell u, not plainly tell you that im blessing ur nite but to tell you that before i go to bed i will have u in mind and hope you will sleep tight.
with everything i said above had gone thru my mind & im mixue the one who will be here when u need her and leave when u don and when u don [pls let me know]. := 03.56amm=:
mixueLOVESyou Friday, March 17, 2006
Thursday, March 16, 2006
been hurt once, twice, thrice and i gonna put a stop to it.
it hurts after what happened ytd. i finally picked up my courage to put a stop to it to everything
.ytd, i vomited. and it wasnt a good sign at all. i kept crying the entire nite until now while typing also can cry.
toked to adna dear last nite til morning. was damn sad larh.
i wna leave here once and for all. my mind ish not okays.
like justinaa say u aint no superwoman but u are a woman with lots of love and care for ur friends.
thanks girl. i aint no superwoman but i do cherish all of u..
mixueLOVESyou Thursday, March 16, 2006
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
&
The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
these are the two sentences i believe its more of a fact. think abt them they do make sense. esp sentence no. 2 )=
out of nowhere
i missed the times i was the earliest waiting for my two babes to go tuition. and peijun always want to buy coffee before class, cheries is always late, i am always wanting to take neoprints.
bubble tea are what we used to go crazy about as well.
we crashed the class like madd when we were damn late.
the 3 of us always getting points when onli one of us is doing the sum (:
haha so cute rights. three of us make the most noise of all in class but ms chee never cares
cos we scored well and (:
with our happy boy, pretty boy, our mummy and daddy *i puke*, my" best friend" and cherie's "best friend ". everything come and go.. and im missing the times right now.
i missed us waiting 107 so that it drops all of us at our house. first pj next me last cherie.
remember guys? waiting for like 30 mins for one damn bus when actually the others we can but cherie cant? hmm i missed the times cherie nags at me to get waffle for her to eat cos she is late
i miss the times we hogged SAKAE SUSHI and late for class. haha and oh ya PIZZA HUT, offering the guys outside to eat cos we cant finish.
i miss the times we go get peijun present surprising her with a bag and a bouquet of blue flowers.
i miss the times where we call and tok and gossip abt everyone.
i just simple miss the times when i had both my darling heads on my shoulders..
i miss the times we take pictures like so many on the bus..
i miss u guys... you guys are still there where i have left all the memories behind.
mixueLOVESyou Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Monday, March 13, 2006
been hogged like shit with work work work goingout work goingout work
I M ALREADY DECLARED BANKRUPT!
HAHA.
anyways
iw ill update tonite again okays?
mixueLOVESyou Monday, March 13, 2006
